weddings are __________?

so while planning my wedding i made it a point to not let anyone change my mind on what i wanted for my wedding and so far so good. . My mom has helped me out more then anyone will know. My parents have spent so much time and money on making this wedding “what i deserve”.

Latley I have been so stressed out trying to finish the plans for the wedding. i cant sleep and i wake up with the worse headaches. i feel like i got most of it done and now all that is left are the little things. For instance i have my brides maid dresses! i have my wedding dress! and i have my reception hall booked! But, on the downside i have to register still, take engagement pictures, and buy and send out invitations…but in order to do that i need the groom…..

So while im in AZ planning the Groom is in WA where he lives trying his hardest to get down here. Its not a simple process even though i wish it was. But the lovely thing about my wonderful husband to be is that he is trying his hardest to be here for me when i need him, and i appreciate that so much. He will make an amazing husband and father one day.

So as this journey goes on im going to try and make sure this wedding will be the happiest day of my life so far….

Where to start

WELL, im not sure where to start….I’ve never blogged before nor did i plan on it. Someone said that if i wasnt going to write in a journal then i should blog. When i write i seem to poor my heart and all my feelings out so im going to try to refrane from all that junk.
         Let me start off by talking about my day! I finally finished all my laundry and packing for my amazing trip to Washington. My birthday is in 4 days and i will be able to spend it with my amazing boyfriend jason, he’s the reason i wake up in the morning. I am very in love with Him and would like to spend forever with this man. He is pretty fricken amazing!!

        I babysat early this morning, It seemed like i had him forever. But i guess thats what it feels like to be tired and not being able to go back to sleep. Mickey is a good baby…quiet the personality! When i play piano with him on my lap i sing to him and he sings with, well…….he tries to at least. =) I Love kids and cant wait to have some of my own one day =)

         I had a nice enjoyable dinner with my best friend chantel and shae, I decided to go to olive garden which is always a favorite in my book. There is nothing better then good food with good conversation and good people!

So I guess as my days go on and things get interesting i’ll start posting!